N.U.M.B

Theme Song of Today

N.U.M.B
by
Linking Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

Do you have theme song of your life? It might be a bit funny, but yea, our life actually is just like a drama. We can be sad, happy, disappointed, in blue, and whatever you called it. Sometimes we need to pour and express what we feel in heart. Don't afraid to do that, but please remember not to be lose control. Since we are in the bad mood, our emotion tend to be unstable. So, just hold on, don't judge your self, and keep to stand in reality.

Mmmm...okay, today and last days, I feel so numb, and all at once I remember on Linking Park's song. A quite old song, entitled NUMB. I know it at first, when I was in high school. At the time, I throughly didn't care this song, and didn't know what NUMB was. Ok, then I just realized that now I'm through what called NUMB, an empty feeling.

For several days later, maybe I'll listen to this song till I get bored and feel better. To be honest, it's dedicated to "somebody" I've been thinking of for almost 5 years. I've tried to do my best as long as I could, but it seem nothing happened. Should I say goodbye now?

Hope the new chapter will begin soon...