Should I?

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Yesterday, I got busy with my PC as usually :D , updating my blog, going into some forums, checking a couple of favorite sites, and enjoying to read (new) blogs I'm following.

Forthright, I rarely check out my Facebook account at time. Why? I have my own reason to not going there oftenly..., it's a sensitive matter ;). Am I fool or what, I did it just because of trying to forget someone. Seeing him (again) in that site and nothing to do, just drive me sad...,

But I'm OK so far :)

Actually, yesterday I was surprised by an invitation after cheking my e-mail. What's invitation? It's a high-school reunion! It sent via Facebook account, and tadaa...I don't know what to do...

Should I attend or not? A bit anxious about it. You know, going back to meet my old school mates is not in my top list, but I think it will be so fun if I were in the good mood. (The matter is I been trying to take my mind off someone :) & it's better to not look at the past, right? I might skip this event, yet don't call me currish...because I'm not...)

So, Would I go to the event?

As you may know, there's 3 answers listed:
1) Yes
2) No
3) Maybe

Tadaa...I'm not sure about it. :(

Willy-nilly I must check out my account....to confirm my presence. :)

Guess what, I truly love my high-school mates' comments there. It reminds me to my teen-age hoho... Some of them will attend this event, and the others will not attend it due to their busyness. Then, I realize each of us has begun to make our own life.

I'm thinking now...

Should I come in or not?

however, soon I'll give my answer...

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Do U Believe in Numerology?

Do you believe in Astrology? Maybe some of you will say yes, and others maybe say no. How if I ask, do you believe in Numerology? Hmm…it sounds similar, yeah it can be said like that, but actually both of them have basic differences. What differences between them? We heard about Astrology since long times. Honestly, I’ve just known about Numerology after read some articles on Hindi’s websites. I don’t know why it is so popular in Hindi now, especially in the showbiz arena. I mean I found famous persons (especially actors and artists) change their name as per Numerology aspects. No, not change it overall, but usually just added one or more letter(s) into their true name,

Such as

Narmada -> Narmmadaa
Amir -> Aamir
Harman ->Hurman

People who changed their name due to Numerology reliance didn’t make it at random, they need the expert called Numerologist to help them in order to find the exact ‘modification” of their name. I heard that being a Numerologist could be so promising there ;)

In Numerology, the Numbers (1-9) are the main aspect which used to count somebody’s luck, while Astrology tend to denote the twelve stations or signs reflecting star constellations. So, how they count the luck from some letters arrangements? I don’t know exactly, but they (Numerologists) have their technique. Besides luck, it often used to predict characters, fortune, personality, life, and future. It seemed alike with Astrology, but it required our name’s letters and birth date absolutely.

I’m not a kind of person who give credence on something like horoscopes and so on. But, sometimes it can be fun I think. I just take the good ones and forget the bad (of the horoscope predictions) hoho…

Anyway, when I was browsing a site, I found free Numerology prediction, and guess what, I decided to try it. NB: It’s just for fun, Ppl! ^^

Ok, I put it here just for my note:

Your Lucky Number is 3
Your Personal Lucky Number does not change. This number will be lucky for you your entire life. Your luck derived from this number will be strongest when you are addressing events and issues related to the general meaning of the number. Lucky Numbers should not be relied on to constantly produce positive results, or make impulsive, high risk gambles. They simply mean that where they appear you have an edge. How large an edge is impossible to determine, but seems to increase with the number of occurrences your Lucky Number is be associated with a given event or issue.
Those with a Personal Lucky Number 3 are indeed very lucky. The 3 is considered by many to be the luckiest number of all. Your 3 will benefit you most in situations requiring creativity and original solutions. The 3 is also a great money and love number. Just remember that as powerful as your 3 is, it is still not wise to take impulsive risks. That is, don’t bet your savings on a horse just because it is wearing the number 3 and in the 3 post position. The horse still needs to be able to run!
Your Signature Number is a 9
Signature numbers are based on how you sign your name. Your signature carries the power and the faults of one of the base 9 numbers. You may actually want to sign different documents with different signatures to reap the benefit of a particular number. For instance, if you are signing an agreement of partnership you might want to alter your signature to reflect the powers of the number 2.
The signature you entered is a 9. The 9 signature is best suited to mark the completion of contracts or payment plans or the giving of donations.
Your Birthday Number is 6
This number is most influential between your 28th and 56th year. While it is not the most important number in your profile, it does have an effect on your Life's Path and Destiny.
You are a compassionate, caring soul with a vent for creating harmony amongst others. You are also a romantic and have at least a touch of the artist in you.
Your Personal Year Number is 1
This number tells you what is happening in your life this year. This number should be used to help you avoid setbacks and focus your energies on those areas of your life where you are most likely to achieve your goals.
This is a good year for new beginnings and projects. Your focus should be on yourself and self-improvement. This is the ideal time for you to plant the seeds which will lead to you attaining your goals in the future.
Your Personal Month Number is 1
This number tells you what is happening in your life this month. Use this number in the same way you would your Personal year number, but apply it only to the current month.
You are in a good month to begin new projects, take on the role of leader and get things rolling towards your future.
Your Foundation Letter is W
Having a W Foundation Letter denotes someone who has the drive and intelligence to take on any project or venture.
Your End Letter is I
Having an I End Letter denotes someone who may lend considerable creative energy to a project or venture, but will need a stable environment to actually see anything through to completion.
Your First Vowel is A
Having an A First Vowel suggest you may be far more determined to succeed than you let on.

NB: I cut some parts to make my post shorter. Ok, that's my Numerology prediction. :) Most of it tell about good things. Anyway, I'll take it as my motivation then. Have nice time!

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Welcome Note

A Greeting from me :)

Introducing me ;)

My name is Wanda (I like to be called that). It is not my real name, but it sounds easy-remembered for people. When I was in school, sometimes my new friends got difficulty in spelling my name, so from that I decided to make it shorter and then "Wanda" is here :). I have a deep interest on music, but unfortunately I almost never got a chance to show it. Ok it isn't a big matter coz I have lovely family, especially my parents who always support my study wholeheartedly. I choose English Literary as my first bachelor degree subject in a state university in the capital town. It isn't easy to take this subject, but everything's going well till 5 years of studying it. Now, I'm hopefully waiting the graduation time. Hiyaaa...wish me luck!

BIO
Color : Blue, baby pink, white
Hobby: writing, surfing, music, reading, and singing
Food : seafood
TV : News Channels
Book : Daniell Steel
Film : L.0.R Trilogy, Spiderman 2, Beautiful Mind

to be continued... ;D

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QUARTER LIFE FEAR SYNDROME!

Everything was okay until I read a book entitled “Quarter Life Fear” written by Primadona Angela. No, it is not a bad thing, but I got a bit surprise after read it…how come the story of the main character in da book experienced same problems with me? Do you know what that is? Yeah, we have similarity in some matters.

For an up close review with it, check it out!

The main character’s of this metropop-genre novel is Belinda, a girl who had just celebrated her 25th birthday, who thought being only a “looser” in her age. A looser? Why? No date, no proper job, n she felt she was unattractive and immature woman! (Note: she was 25!) Luckily, her parents loved and cared for her much. Of course, she was an only child in her family. Besides that, she still had a close friend, named Ine. With her, Belinda spent almost her weekend time to go for shopping. Then, unexpectedly, one day when they were in a mall, they met Belinda’s ex-boyfriend, Jay. But Jay was not alone there, he together with “Belinda’s high school most-hated girl”! Belinda guessed both of them were in a relationship and her heart was broken! For these reasons, Ine asked Belinda to forget him, but after trying hard, she couldn’t do that! She still loved her ex-boyfriend. This drew Belinda and Ine into a quarrel…Belinda didn’t understand why Ine let her face this problem alone…

The other thing showing my similarity with Belinda is about past-love problem. Yeah, like Belinda, I can’t forget “someone” from my past I have missed so much. After I haven’t seen him since four years ago, I finally could meet him again! He has changed a lot, especially on his physical appearance. I see a mature person in him; he’s not a simple and usual boy I knew in high school! Oh Gosh, he is so perfect physically! But sad, I can’t tell my feeling to him…hiks…hiks…(but, I don’t know, why I prefer him four years ago to the present.) 4 years is not a short time to change someone’s feeling, mind, and attitudes.

Ok anyway, but life must go on! Though I and Belinda have some similarities, I think she’s better than me in some things. She and her mom were so close each other, so she can share everything with her mom. I can’t do that with my Mom! (What so pity…). Not only that, she also had a “happily life ever after ending” on her love case. Jay, her ex-boyfriend, proposed her and they got married later. It’s a very beautiful thing if we could reach for our dream. And how about me? I even haven’t met him again until now. What will happen with my love destiny?

Now, I’m 23, and I think I’m affected by “Quarter Life Fear Syndrome”! Oh God, how do I face my days then? What will happen in my 25th b’day…? Will I become “somebody” or only become a same person just like this day?

I wish I could do something to reach for my desire and achieve my goals. I hope I can overcome my fear and go through a difficult period time of my life now…Amin.

And certainly finding a true happiness….

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