Everything was okay until I read a book entitled “Quarter Life Fear” written by Primadona Angela. No, it is not a bad thing, but I got a bit surprise after read it…how come the story of the main character in da book experienced same problems with me? Do you know what that is? Yeah, we have similarity in some matters.
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The main character’s of this metropop-genre novel is Belinda, a girl who had just celebrated her 25th birthday, who thought being only a “looser” in her age. A looser? Why? No date, no proper job, n she felt she was unattractive and immature woman! (Note: she was 25!) Luckily, her parents loved and cared for her much. Of course, she was an only child in her family. Besides that, she still had a close friend, named Ine. With her, Belinda spent almost her weekend time to go for shopping. Then, unexpectedly, one day when they were in a mall, they met Belinda’s ex-boyfriend, Jay. But Jay was not alone there, he together with “Belinda’s high school most-hated girl”! Belinda guessed both of them were in a relationship and her heart was broken! For these reasons, Ine asked Belinda to forget him, but after trying hard, she couldn’t do that! She still loved her ex-boyfriend. This drew Belinda and Ine into a quarrel…Belinda didn’t understand why Ine let her face this problem alone…
The other thing showing my similarity with Belinda is about past-love problem. Yeah, like Belinda, I can’t forget “someone” from my past I have missed so much. After I haven’t seen him since four years ago, I finally could meet him again! He has changed a lot, especially on his physical appearance. I see a mature person in him; he’s not a simple and usual boy I knew in high school! Oh Gosh, he is so perfect physically! But sad, I can’t tell my feeling to him…hiks…hiks…(but, I don’t know, why I prefer him four years ago to the present.) 4 years is not a short time to change someone’s feeling, mind, and attitudes.
Ok anyway, but life must go on! Though I and Belinda have some similarities, I think she’s better than me in some things. She and her mom were so close each other, so she can share everything with her mom. I can’t do that with my Mom! (What so pity…). Not only that, she also had a “happily life ever after ending” on her love case. Jay, her ex-boyfriend, proposed her and they got married later. It’s a very beautiful thing if we could reach for our dream. And how about me? I even haven’t met him again until now. What will happen with my love destiny?
Now, I’m 23, and I think I’m affected by “Quarter Life Fear Syndrome”! Oh God, how do I face my days then? What will happen in my 25th b’day…? Will I become “somebody” or only become a same person just like this day?
I wish I could do something to reach for my desire and achieve my goals. I hope I can overcome my fear and go through a difficult period time of my life now…Amin.
And certainly finding a true happiness….
For an up close review with it, check it out!
The main character’s of this metropop-genre novel is Belinda, a girl who had just celebrated her 25th birthday, who thought being only a “looser” in her age. A looser? Why? No date, no proper job, n she felt she was unattractive and immature woman! (Note: she was 25!) Luckily, her parents loved and cared for her much. Of course, she was an only child in her family. Besides that, she still had a close friend, named Ine. With her, Belinda spent almost her weekend time to go for shopping. Then, unexpectedly, one day when they were in a mall, they met Belinda’s ex-boyfriend, Jay. But Jay was not alone there, he together with “Belinda’s high school most-hated girl”! Belinda guessed both of them were in a relationship and her heart was broken! For these reasons, Ine asked Belinda to forget him, but after trying hard, she couldn’t do that! She still loved her ex-boyfriend. This drew Belinda and Ine into a quarrel…Belinda didn’t understand why Ine let her face this problem alone…
The other thing showing my similarity with Belinda is about past-love problem. Yeah, like Belinda, I can’t forget “someone” from my past I have missed so much. After I haven’t seen him since four years ago, I finally could meet him again! He has changed a lot, especially on his physical appearance. I see a mature person in him; he’s not a simple and usual boy I knew in high school! Oh Gosh, he is so perfect physically! But sad, I can’t tell my feeling to him…hiks…hiks…(but, I don’t know, why I prefer him four years ago to the present.) 4 years is not a short time to change someone’s feeling, mind, and attitudes.
Ok anyway, but life must go on! Though I and Belinda have some similarities, I think she’s better than me in some things. She and her mom were so close each other, so she can share everything with her mom. I can’t do that with my Mom! (What so pity…). Not only that, she also had a “happily life ever after ending” on her love case. Jay, her ex-boyfriend, proposed her and they got married later. It’s a very beautiful thing if we could reach for our dream. And how about me? I even haven’t met him again until now. What will happen with my love destiny?
Now, I’m 23, and I think I’m affected by “Quarter Life Fear Syndrome”! Oh God, how do I face my days then? What will happen in my 25th b’day…? Will I become “somebody” or only become a same person just like this day?
I wish I could do something to reach for my desire and achieve my goals. I hope I can overcome my fear and go through a difficult period time of my life now…Amin.
And certainly finding a true happiness….
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