Showing posts with label memory. Show all posts
Showing posts with label memory. Show all posts

Hard to Forget


Yesterday I had a reunion with my old High School mates. I don't know why I always get lazzy when there's a reunion invitation comes to me. I can't imagine whom'll I meet there or how this gathering would be. But, there's a kind of impulse on the inside that encourage me to come! Hope something will go fun in those event, but yeah just like past year, it even got bored later. And this year might be my last attending on that kind of events. I know I'll (might) never see someone I'm waiting for years there ;)...so I try to say "goodbye" now...

"Have you ever trusted someone to say "love" then you got nothing? It's me who's feeling this...so sad at first. But, for sure, I'm ok when I write this. :) "


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yeah...here you can see what I feel right now...
but I don't wanna advance my Ego, everybody has a right for happiness,
though I myself is still trying hard to reach for my own happiness ;)

so, how to face it? just let it flow, & I'll admit it,
straight, sincerely, and obviously.
It's a beautiful process of mind maturity.

Thanks.

Cheers, Folks!
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A Girl's Dream


Today I'm back to write again. Yesterday I was so wordless, and just spent my time at home. Daydreaming in the whole day, my memories suddenly came back to few years ago, exactly when I was about fifteen, it's my secondary school age. :)

Bitter Sweet in Bali

Yeah, this is a story about my first time visiting Bali. I think you have heard about this beautiful island. And I want to share my past experience to you. Ok, I have to admit that it was not a nice moment when I got there, the place is beautiful indeed, but the bad news was I didn't enjoy too much the vacation itself, it's a secondary school middle year vac. I was shutt off from my close friends and "trapped" in one room alongside girls I didn't knew much about . What I had with them was only hubble-bubble, talking about shopping time always. So poor I am, shopping wasn't my A-List at at that moment, you could imagine how I deal with them then...but as time go by, I got to adapt with the situation though not easy for me. I just met my close friends in the break time or accidentaly in the destination vac places, that made me a bit cheerless, so that I missed a couple of beautiful moments and sights there. By this reason, I swear that next time will be better or even become the nicest moment in my life... :)

Here the lovely (missed) moments I want to meet once over again:



the Warm Sunset at Kuta Beach...



The Lovely Sunrise at Sanur Beach...



The Romantic Night View at The Swimming Pool



The Sweetest Dinner with topping of red roses around



and a nice guy who'll play sands with me &
save me from the smooth waves...
;)


Yeah, it might happen in my honeymoon (sure that's one of best places for couples), but hey don't think it so far because till I write this post, I haven't thought sure enough yet about the honeymoon I said hoho...Just let it go with the flow, hope I'll come back there in the right time & with my beloved ones, wish it would be my perfect time ever...

yup, it's my dream folks, a girl's dream & I think you have your own dreams, right?...wish someday it would be real...

;)
Cheers.
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Can't Believe It!


Ok, I have to admit that last days, I'm feeling a bit lazy in typing. It's not because I have no idea to write on, but I just got something new that now I have an eye for. Something that will happen in the last of August, FYI I don't want to tell you about it at the moment. If everything runs well and appropriate my expectation, I'll post it on my blog. Don't take it seriously, it' s only a current news.

Then, what I should write today? Ahaa...it's weekend again, and it's holiday. Actually, I'll go out with my lil sis just as usual, yet she goes to a scout camp. Feeling lonely without her...

Anyway, do you remember when you touch keyboard and mouse at the first time? I mean, when did the first time you get online?

I'll tell you about my first experience getting online.

It was my second year in high school. I didn't know anything, sounds strange listening to my friends talked about MIRC, YAHOO, E-MAIL and so on. So funny, I was like a little girl who was just born into the world! When my friend were busy chatting on their online experience, I kept quite. Poor girl hahaha... ;)

Near to my High School, there is an Internet Cafe. I often saw people "go and out" from that place. What did they do in that place? It is my big question at the time. I wanted to enter that place, but no courage left in my heart. It's simple thing, but entering a place I didn't know previously, would make me being nervous. I needed someone to accompany me but my close friend also didn't know anything about internet jejeje...what a funny matter!

And, once upon a day, the weather looks not so friendly. After finished my class, the rain was coming down. I and my friend decided to go home though the rain got more and more hard. Unfortunately, we couldn't go anywhere then we got stuck taking shelter at the Internet Cafe's terrace! And guess what happened later...

My friend compelled me to getting in the Internet Cafe. Since I knew that we couldn't walk over the hard rain, finally we got in. Gosh, I didn't know anything, I was blind on internet! How about her? I relied on her undoubtedly, but she was much the same like me. jejeje... :P

So, what we did there for almost an hour was nothing. Just sitting down and staring at the monitor. Yeah, that's true...poor girls.....You must be not believe it. The only thing we did was typing web address and clicked enter button. I remember the first web address I visited is Christina Aguilera page....I didn't think another name, coz I was her big fan at the time.

By the way, after realizing that we got nothing, I asked my friend to stopping this! She gave up and then we turned off the monitor. Something shameful happened to us. When we would pay our account, the operator said we had to back for shutting down the PC. I don't believe, I even didn't get to do it that time hohoho...I didn't know how hahaha...LOL

Luckily, somebody help us after an hour struggling to shutting down the PC (we were so shy to ask somebody's help!), so if we count, we had spent two hours in the Internet Cafe without doing anything. Gosh, how fool I am.... :D

You know afterward, I had to pay the account ( sounds unfair...) ! But it's okay, though feel a bit dissapointed, I could take a good lesson from my experience. What?

First, finally I can enter a place called Internet Cafe (for the first time).
Second, since that time, I encoureged my self to learn about internet. All by my self!
Third, here I am, blogging, surfing, chatting and whatever, now I'm dying to know more...

Hmmm...everybody has their own experience. How about you? Do you have one? Just look back, and you will find how far you've been going now...

Thank for coming to my blog.

Cheers. ^_^



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Yesterday


What a beautiful song! I have felt in love with this song since Seysha Mercado sang it on stage in American Idol 2008. Actually, I often listen it, because my Dad usually plays it in his car stereo tape and mp3 player. When I'm listening this song, I'm reminded of my ex-high school friend. He is a very kind person, but I loose contact with him. I don't know why he had to go, and I don't find the reason until nowadays. From here, I just wanna say sorry if I ever hurt you, and from deep of my heart, I wish you a happy life wherever you are being now!

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